I feel very blessed to be apart of the life Kevin had before he left us. I visited friends this weekend who were in Kevin's life far before we met and were a very important part of his life. I truly believe I have been able to get through this so far because of the amazing support system I have and it just continues to show me love.

Little things that I miss about Kevin have started show through the last couple weeks and it's like a little stab in the heart when I remember them. Things like the way he would hold my hand or slap my butt when he would walk behind me. I used to get so mad at him when he would do that and he would always sincerely apologize and then crack a little smile because he knew exactly what he was doing. I have had some encounters with very rude strangers for no reason at all lately. Kevin was always so cordial, even to strangers who were rude. It is one of the qualities that attracted me the most to him. I remember the first time we went to a convenience store and there was an older lady that looked like she was having a rough night. Kevin started a conversation with her and by the time we left, she was laughing and smiling like it was the first time in a while someone actually took the time to talk to her. It was really great to see that in him. The picture above is one from our wedding that I really love. It shows his great smile, dimples, and love for life that he always had.