Today has been a good day. It is surprising because today is the 4 month anniversary. It is also very relieving because I have had quite a few bad days in a row... I was well over due for a good one. This also comes at a good time because I have two exams in a row this week and I need to be focused to study. I know Kevin is watching out for me, it is just still so hard to believe he is gone though. I still think about him all day long, but I have periods of focus that are returning to me. I was able to clean my apartment and do laundry...in the same day! This may sound like a very small feat, but to me it is huge. It is days like this, these glimmers of hope that keep me going and keep me moving forward. I get up everyday and I try for Kevin. I started this journey long ago for me, for my dreams and goals, and for our future. I continue now in his honor and my future.

The picture above is from camping in the South Hills in Idaho with some good friends in the summer of 2008.