The weather is changing, and so am I. The cold is a crisp reminder of how life goes on no matter what happens. The only constant in life is that it it is constantly changing. On June 24th my life changed in such a drastic measure that I am still trying to catch my breath. I don't know what I would do without school and friends right now. It is my one driving force that I have something to look forward to, that I have a future. I miss Kevin telling me how proud of me his is and how much he loves me. I have become acutely aware of how trivial I used to be and how much I used to worry about things that really don't matter. Kevin was always so level and made me realize what the important things in life were; family and friends. The church I found here has some great people and I feel like God was directing me to them. The first week of exams are done and the countdown until December is on. I just have to keep going.

John 16:20 "Very truly I tell you, you will weep and mourn while the world rejoices. You will grieve, but your grief will turn to joy."